Hayley. 17. Devon, England. My mum is my best friend, and I can tell her absolutely anything. I miss my dad so much, but I rarely admit it or talk about it. I tend to keep my emotions in, until I have a huge outburst that I can't control. I'm depressed, and I'm brilliant at hiding it. I'm trying to let go of myself - no more hate, no more anger, no more regrets. I can't really tell you much more about who I am, because I don't really know anymore. I'm an absolute mess though. I can give you that much.